Tuesday, June 2, 2009

growing pains

not that long ago i was feeling extremely optimistic. i was incredibly aware of all the blessings that God has given me. i felt extremely content with where i am at in life & the people that are there with me. i had complete faith that everything that was inexplicable incomplete would be completed in time with the Lord's guidance.

and now i'm frustrated. i have lost sight of the amazing family and friends that bless me daily. i resent my job, even though there are so many people without one right now. i am envious of people my age who i feel have accomplished more than i have & moved on to new chapters in life, leaving me behind.

and now i am taking it upon myself to set my thoughts & priorities straight. i am blessed beyond belief. the Lord does have a plan for me and although patience has never been a strength of mine, everything will happen in its own time. i'm convinced that optimism and hopefulness can be forced :-)

No comments:

Post a Comment